trixilea-theshortie

Busy

2012-01-19T00:38:00.001+08:00

Been so busy ever since school re-open on 9th Jan. It's all between school, work, sometimes with my boy and once in awhile with friends. And my sometimes is referring to those every few hours here and there, like he fetch me to work or home and then on and off a date, we hardly do that now tho. Sigh. All because of money, now I know the importance of money cause no money no honey! :(

As for my friends despite all those hectic schedule, we will still make up a day for meet up. But I miss Angele most, got hell lots of stuffs to update her. Finally able to meet her and Eugene on 29th night for dinner! Yay.

What about school? Still manageable, handling the last part of the both modules and I'll be graduating in 2 months time and yes, yet to know exactly what I want for my future still. One word to describe myself: pathetic! But I'm seriously clueless of what I want in life. Sigh. Can someone teach me how to aim for a goal???
Afterall my life just sucks, especially to be me.

He's 19th Birthday! (Part 1)

2012-01-08T18:25:00.001+08:00

Part 1- He's 19th Birthday!

Been cracking my brain for months just for this day, 27th December!
Wanted the best and make a memorable birthday for him but yet cash tight,
I think that's what I can do best for his 19th even though it's lousy :(

This year's handmade birthday card for him.

The birthday gifts for him.

The photobook album that I've been doing secretly via online for months :/

The first chapter..

Headed to Town purchased Cathay Cineplex 5.10pm's 50/50.
Due to the surprised I've planned and the limited time,
I can't plan for anything good in the afternoon, it was so boringgg.
While before the movie starts we went to the opposite malls..

50/50 was such a boring movie or maybe we were just too tired,
that we fall asleep asleep halfway while watching the movie.

Was wasting the time till 8pm,
and I've told him at least 20 of lies on that day itself?
hahahaha

Managed to ask him to bring me to Hougang with all the lies told,
told him that I'm actually craving for the fish noodle there,
and that his cousins maybe back later at 10pm,
so that after our dinner we can meet them straight away.

Managed to somehow surprise him with a few of his loved ones,
Jason, Kelly, Derek, Pinky, Alex, Zhihao.

Dinner treat from me & Jason :)

Updating part 2 real soon, so stay tune!

Christmas 2011

2011-12-26T18:28:00.001+08:00

Christmas 2011

How did you guys spent the Christmas this year?
I spent it on the eve instead of Xmas day itself because the pay was 1.5,
thus as a part-timer definitely not giving it a miss right!
On the eve of Xmas (24th Dec), was at 无常殿 with part of the family,
planned that event/gathering pretty much last min like only 3 days back before the eve?

Handmade buffet spread by the husband/wife to be,
(my boy's cousin) Jason & Kelly!
It's so yummy~ had a couple of rounds of it tho :/

Gifts exchange!
Thought that only 10+ people would take back,
but it turned out to be nearly 20. More than expected!
Drew lot and took number 14, it's a gift from Alan's family ^^

had Christmas chocolate log cake as well.

& lastly, not forgetting a group photo!
I enjoyed my this Christmas how much like last year.

2011-12-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

I'm 19th!

I'm 19 of age on 19 November 2011, feel kinda old now :(

My boy actually surprised me with a rose,
even though it's just a rose but I think it's simply just so sweet,
first time ever that i actually recieved a flower from him tho :/

Headed to the Town with my sweetheart (Pinky) and Derek!

The rose and also the present from my boy, Longchamp planetes.

And my dear girl surprised me with this cake done by her and a birthday cake,
so sweet of her right! :')

My blessed birthday ^^

Happygirl92!

I love this girl so much!

And also this boy above!
A simply day out with them but it's wonderful and perfect like that,
thank you all of you for giving me one of the best birthday ever esp my dear boy,
for every little single thing you've done for me.
Thanks a million and I love you! muacks :*

Lucido-L (hair make supplement)

2011-12-09T00:45:00.006+08:00

Lucido-L (hair make supplement)

Thanks so much Nuffnang for the complimentary of Lucido-L hair make supplement!
Was given the pink in bottle one which is meant for straight hair. The one in orange is recommended for perm hair instead. This hair make supplement provides hair lasting moisturising and makes the hair smooth and fine looking.

My dry and frizzy hair that always tend to annoyed me.

Look at the cute little pink bottle,
you just have to pump a couple of times and apply onto your hair.
And it isn't oily nor sticky for sure and you can also use it all day long.

What I like about Lucido-L (hair make supplement) treatment oil? because..
1) It makes my hair look more smooth and healthy looking.
2) It improve my hair condition.
2) What's more, the bottle is very convenient to bring it around.
You should get a bottle of it and give it a try too!

2011-12-07T00:35:00.003+08:00

Part 2 of 18 Nov 11

Had a simple dinner together with Soon Gege & Kelly Dajie at 648, ordered a few of my favourite dishes. Thanks baby for the treat! ^^

Baby surprised me with an A5 birthday card,
it was sooo sweet till the extend that I actually teared whenever I read it :')

Sensed something a miss when baby told me to accompany him to Macdonald,
tadahhh~ walk in and here comes the angry bird birthday cake from Polar. So touched :')

Zhi hao didi aka angry bird!

Ang suku!

My precious gems <3

Many thanks to all the effort made by them, I can't describe how happy I am! ^^
Last post of my birthday will be updated real soon.

WCD/WLD Big Day

2011-12-05T03:57:00.002+08:00

Been busy and staying out till really late recently, why? Due to 无常殿/万灵洞's 大日子 that falls on 1st-3rd December 2011. Happy that it was another year of success and they are like my another family and I simply just love how united this family is. And I always agree on this "团结就是力量"

Will update soon again when I've got the time to do so. Oh yes, work at 112's outlet is so far so good (hope it will continue this way) Kinda like the colleagues there friendly and helpful too esp Terence and Hb srsly jokers, always full of laughters whenever they are around. And I just like making friends who are always keen to lend their helping hand.

2011-11-24T19:06:00.003+08:00

Part 1 of 18 Nov 11:
@ Universal Studio Singapore

So my boy managed to purchase a pair of tickets for non-peak at a cheaper rate of 30% discount, mananged to save about $30+. So went there (USS) a day before my 19th birthday to have some fun and despite the raining season, I'm so lucky that the weather on 18th Nov (Friday) was very fine without any rain through out.
We reached there about 10am and the entrance queue was already very long, but surprisingly it wasn't that crowded though.

Uploaded some of my favourite pictures taken there:
Lights Camera Action!
A stage show recorded by Steven Spielberg, experience the magic of movie making and special effects on a real sound/behind stage.

The above pic taken with Betty Boop is so niceee!

Transformers the Ride: The Ultimate 3D Battle!
Will be officially open on 3rd December 2011.

My top favourite stage show, WaterWorld: The Lost World
but it was under maintence halfway through :(

Lunch at Starbot Cafe!

Madagascar, the river boat ride.

The Rockafellas!

Left there at 7pm and I had an enjoyable time at USS,
despite that the Cylone ride almost made my heart dropped :/
And I shall the post of USS with this picture above.
Will continue past 2 of the day on the next post.
Tune in for more, tyvm!!

2011-11-21T20:59:00.005+08:00

Emo-family

Emo family? Good old memories with my girls during the secondary school days. hahaha. Anyway, they planned an advanced birthday gathering for me on 16 Nov 2011 (Wednesday), my girls were all present (Huayching, Minghui, Joanna, Khaixin except Caiyun)
It's been awhile thingy ever since we graduated from secondary school, all of us are busy with our personal life, school work etc. So I'm glad majortiy made it!

Buffet dinner at Tampines Safra's Sakura,
$26.50 per pax, 5.30pm to 10pm

The ranger of food are about the same, no changes I guess.
They should improve on the food range of varities :/

That's my old woman above, Joanna!

Queenie, remember? LOL.

Standard "cake" from the emo-family. ^^
Dine in till 9pm and went to Eunos's coffeeshop to chat,
2 hours of chat totally wasn't enough.
Miss those days whereby we can just purely chat for hoursss!

Gifts from the girls.
Thanks so much, esp the time spared!
Love you all~

This is so sweet with Kyo boy! :*

2011-11-15T19:25:00.001+08:00

11/11/11

11/11/11 is a day that happen only once every 100 years? Anyway, how did you spend that day? I spent that special day with 2 perfect people (Angele & Eugene), the one who I can turn to w/o fail. They planned the day to celebrate my advanced birthday!

They reserved seats to dine in at Orchard's Ps Cafe (Palais Renaissance). A very relax and quiet restaurant.

Kinda classy as well.

The stairs that can direct us directly to the restaurant.

They gave me a red-packet as birthday gift. Huat ah!

Dinner time! They serve good food.

My best friend <3

Eugene wanted to surprise me with the slice of choco walnut brownie but failed (again).
hahahaha. but thanks so much anyway!
They gave me a treat too, felt very bad cause the bill cost $170+ for 3 pax?
They spent a bomb on my birthday... :(

Appreciated it so much, bigbig thank you. Love you both!

" You can count on me like one, two, three,
I'll be there And I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two,
and you'll be there 'cause that's what friends are supposed to do.
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye"

16th Nov (tmrw): meeting my fav bunch of girls for bday dinner gathering.
18th Nov (fri): baby bought tickets for USS already.
19th Nov (my bday): I don't know? >: ( tua at night.
2oth Nov (sun): first day of working at 112. (good luck to myself)
am looking forward to see all of them ^^
4 more days to 19th

2011-11-06T14:44:00.005+08:00

My Dream Wedding

Accompanied dearest's cousin and cousin-in-law (Jason & Kelly) to My Dream Wedding located at Tras Street, a bridal company from Hong Kong and the bridal studio is really huge and classy with gorgeous photoshoots and very pretty gowns too! Their assistants are very helpful and friendly as well. And I'm very excited for the both of them who are getting married during mid of next year, looking forward to the special day of theirs!

Years down the road, I sincerely hope it's my turn with Matthew Peh, hoping
Had hainan chicken rice as lunch at Tanjong Pager food centre and decided to watch 5.10pm's 2359 at Iluma and Wee kiat joined us there then. A very short 73 mins local horror movie and I shall rate it at 3.5/5. After our movie proceeded to Hougang as usual.
Spent the Halloween night at MBK with dearest and Desmond, a good feeling to see a few old friends there. Haven't get to spend Halloween fruitfully before yet thought :(

29th October

2011-10-30T22:18:00.005+08:00

Random Updates

Started working part-time, marble slab.

Requested for transfer from J8 to 112 (succeed)

Starting work at 112 on 21st Nov onward, pls be better.

AOA's access is such a headache, ca1 on 25th Nov. Hope it'll be easy :(

Money come rolling, I'm officially broke $_$

Intend to enroll car either class 3, but I don't know when yet.

Planning to go Bkk on March (wishlist)

My 19th's approaching, looking forward to my day! :)

I'm turning older, and I got no idea what I want for my future still :'(

Life sucks, there's so much for me to stress about. #fml

2011-10-27T21:22:00.004+08:00

Day 4: Genting

Breakfast at 好味 again!

Walk around and took some pictures before heading back to the hotel and pack up.

12.45pm's depature, reached Tampines 1 at 7.30pm.

My boy got headache because of the ride, but I kinda love it tho :/

That's all for the 4D3N trip!
Miss the fun, weather, food and everything there.
I hope I'll be able to go for another short getaway with my boy soon,
this places are on my list: Bkk, Bali, Batam, Hongkong
Just somewhere nearby other than Sg will be good enough for me :)

2011-10-22T12:47:00.004+08:00

Day 3(21 Sep): Genting

Our sleepy face at about 8am.

Had internaional breakfast buffet at Genting's Hotel, Coffee Terrace.

Baby doing the payment.

A wide varity of choiceson food to choose from, a quiet and clean cafe.

Went back to hotel for a hour, we were deciding if to go KL or to Outdoor Theme Park,
but ended up we still decided to stay in Genting.
Luckily we didn't went to any of the 2 places as it was a rainy and stormy in the afternoon.

Ripley's Believe It Anot!
About RM$18 per pax?

Clown performance at First World's lobby.

Veryyy cold weather due to the heavy rain.

7.20pm's Nasi Lemak 2.0
kinda like the movie, racist but yet very hilarious.

Kfc for dinner in the hotel room.

Best thing I ever had

2011-10-11T22:00:00.009+08:00

Day 2: Genting -> KL -> Genting (20th Sep)

Our sleepy face, forced ourself to wake up.

Off to First World's breakfast buffet,
need to queue up and it's flooded with humans, food range not much plus not nice :/

9.50am's bus ride to Titiwangsa, about an hour ride.

Took the monorail to Imbi (Times Square)
Reached times square at about 11plus am.

Lunch at Secret Recipe, not nice also :/
Walk around Times Square till about 2pm, we both doesn't like to shop there.
Toured around between Imbi and Bukit Bintang,
went to shopping malls like Sungei Wang Plaza, BB Plaza, Lot 10.
Our favourite mall was Sungei Wang Plaza whereby we get to nego the price, and we spent a bomb there. $_$

7pm's bus ride back to genting, bump onto Albert and co.

Reached genting at about nearly 9pm,
bought the movie tics first followed by putting our goods at the hotel,
and finally dinner at hao wei!

11.15pm's City On Fire,
rate: 3/5

P.s: remember to get your movie tickets in advance, cause the slot run out fast. Sometimes even before evening.

Hey baby, I think I wanna marry you.

2011-10-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

Day 1: Genting (19th Sep)

Stayed over at dearest's crib the night before the departure day, barely had a 3 hours of sleep as I'm too excited for the trip! Cab and reached the pick up point (Tampines 1) at 5.30am, WTS coach arrived at around 5.50am and yes, the coach were filled with majority of aunties and uncles as they'll be attending the Taiwan concert at First World, we're the youngest on coach then!

Look at my boy, not even 30mins of ride and his already falling asleep. Okay, but I admit I slept more than him on coach :/

Upon the custom check at Tuas Checkpoint continued with 2 hour plus of ride before stopping at somewhere for lunch, total cost of the meal around RM$12?
Continued with the coach ride and reached Genting Hightland at around 12plus noon,
Thankfully there's the Taiwan concert going on thus those who need to redeem the concert tickets and at the same time do their check-ins will be in different rows, thus it helped us to save the waiting time and we waited for only around 30mins and luckily enough we get to check-in earlier at 1plus pm rather than 3pm= save even more time!

I think they gave us the wrong room cause we booked deluxe with 1 queen size bed but it's alright, cause we doesn't laze and stay at the hotel for long unless it's bed time.

Dearest's fav meal!
Couldn't finish it plus we ordered herbal soup, dearest finished all.

Took the Genting Skyway for only RM$10! We became abit nervous when the cable car happen to stop and we'll start laughing non-stop at each other :/ Shopped alittle before taking the return skyway back to Genting.

Shopped at First World Plaze and Starbucks one of our fav hang-out at Genting to chill! (Y)

Kfc for dinner, my boy kept insisting on having Kfc as it's he kept claiming it tasted different from spore's. And overall we had almost 4 meals a day and all thanks to my boy!
10.45pm's Johnny English Rebound.
Rate: 4/5
Had premimum seat including popcorn/drink for RM$16!
Movie ended nearly 1am, watched My Fair Princess 2 on Tv7 before heading to sleep.
That's all for my enjoyable day 1! :)

P.s: You all should get the World Card it can help you to earn points and at the same time cheaper rate to certain places like Theme Park, way cheaper it help to save up to RM$30!
P.s: My boy got it 2 years back, heard the card holder need to be min 21 years cause it's able to access to the Casino.

Just promise me baby you'll be here, through it all.

2011-07-17T16:03:00.002+08:00

Nobody Could Ever Replace You

Thank you for loving me, for being such a wonderful boyfriend, every lil things and esp I wanna thank god for you.
I'm not good at expressing my feelings but you know, I'm still the happiest whenever I'm with you.
Love you mak mak na!

2011-06-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

I'll Never Ask For More Than Your Love

The 3 months+ wait was definitely worthwhile.
So thankful for making this miracle happen, glad to be back into his arms,
can’t ask for anything more. Cause his all that I ever needed.
I love my life, life's amazing when you're around with me,
totally satisfied like this ☺
& I love you, matty baby!
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you.
And no matter what anyone says, you will always be the one for me.

2011-06-05T01:15:00.002+08:00

5th

Always my fav pic.

Today's the 5th of June, it supposed to mark ~~our~~ 1st year together. but 3 mths back, everything that got to do with us had already came to an end. I'll never forget how much we've gone through for the past 266 days, we've had good times and we've had bad. I miss the way we used to be. I don’t just miss you, i miss us. I wish i had the power to turn back the hands of time so that i could change your mind. Even if it hurts, even if you make me cry i’m sorry i still love you but you don’t love me…

You said you'll always be here for me, i trusted you, gave you my all.. I thought i'm gonna just rely on you years down the road. Do you remember? You said, you'll never give up on us and we'll overcome all the obstacles together. Now it’s like we hardly know each other even though you promised that it wouldn’t be this way. Look what happen in the end.. :'( I think of our past. The past that i want to come back.

" Fear not, for i will always hold your hand through the hard times. Do not be ashamed to cry, for i will always be there to wipe your tears. Do not hesitate to come to me with your problems, because my heart will always be there to listen and help. Remember that i will be there for you, always. I love you and always do, Pch. "
~~Happy 1st~~
You mean so much to me, if only you knew.
Because without you, I’m dying inside and I’ll never be the same.

2011-06-04T00:21:00.001+08:00

“ There’s plenty more fish in the seas, but you’re the only fish in the sea for me. "
@mattyfishyboy :’(
& then you will ask me: " i've got 2 fishes, which fish you want? " :(

我觉得自己好没用，常常守不住握在手里的东西。
所以一旦失去，我也只能认输只能后悔，一点办法也没有.
But when people say time heals, they are wrong. Time simply just extinguishes hope.
Miscommunications lead to fall out. So many things that I wish you knew. So many walls up I can't break through.
If one thing, just one thing is changed from our past, will we still be who we are today?

~~52th~~ weeks.
It may seem like I dont care, but..
you really have no idea how many tears I cry before I fall asleep,
and I always wish everything will be back to normal when I wake up.

2011-05-25T21:59:00.005+08:00

Never Be Replaced

Today’s my dearest mummy 43th birthday, happy birthday mummy!!! ♥

You are incredible awesome and I’m thankful for every single thing, and I appreciate every bit of it. I love you mummy, with all my heart!

Thanks so much mummy for always being there and trying to be there for me. I’m sorry for constantly making you worry, asking me what happen yet I didn’t speak much a word, I’m sorry for always making you watch me cry over him time and time again. I know I broke your heart by that, I’m sorry but ya know, I’m always weak in controlling my emotions esp when I’m home :( But do know, nothing in this world mean more than you to me, because you are always my forever number 1 in my heart. Once again, happy birthday! xo

" You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be. "

2011-05-21T01:57:00.001+08:00

Losing You Is Hard To Accept

When we broke off one of the sentence you told me was, you said that you will find a new girlfriend within this 3 months time. And this coming tuesday, the 24th gonna be the 3rd month since we're apart already. I shall see whose gonna be the lucky girl of yours soon. :'(
Out of everything that could’ve happened between us, I still can’t believe what happened actually happened. It hurts so much but I just can’t stop loving you.

The hours turned to days, days to weeks, and weeks to months. Nothing has changed, I'm still in love with you and you're still gone.

Today's ~~50th~~ week..

2011-05-15T14:08:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be 3 months since we parted soon then ~~our~~ 1st year on the 5th.
Often i ask myself: When will i start learning to let go to get over him to move on, to stop crying over him every now and then, to stand up on my feet again. But i just don't know why, i just couldn't do it, when deep down i actually know that everything's impossible. We were once something and now completely nothing. It's just so hard to let him go..

I want you to know that no matter how long it takes, I will never stop loving you. While you’re out there, I’ll always be here.

2011-04-10T11:46:00.005+08:00

When we first met, I had no idea you'd be this important to me.

A year back of today (one year ago, 2010) while we were having our orientation in the indoor sports hall, you walked across me like any other classmates you was wearing white polo-tee and the first thing that came across my mind was "typical gangsta of my class" as you were very anti-social back then and while playing the ice-breaking game, you even forgot my name, I remembered clearly you went "Tri..." so I was like, "wow. sure anti-social ttm". Surprisely you added me on fb later that day which made me really shocked, i was thinking "if you even knew who am i anot" but then we didn't talk still, not even a smile exchange but things started to be different a month later at the auditorium class, you was sitting right behind me and you suddenly said "i looks like someone and told me to guess and it's mian bao chao ren" and then you went to comment on my wall, got back home replied your comment and all and ended up you told me to text you leaving your numb in the fb msg. You was at the pub drinking then and we came texting often but again, we didn't talk to each other when we bump onto each other in class. A few days later on 5th June 10, we eventually got together. Everyone's kinda surprised we got together and also which i didn't expect at all but also glad that it happened.

One year later (today).. i didn't expect myself crying over someone whom i thought will never mean so important in my life, ever. Everyone's surprised that the r/s came to an end. :'( I miss the late night talks, the all day texting, the weird conversations at school. I miss what we used to be. I won't stop waiting for you to come back.

2011-04-09T01:17:00.001+08:00

I really miss you. but there's nothing i can do about it, cause i know it would be awkward when we both get to face each other and probably you won't like it tho. Saying goodbye to you was one of the most painful experiences of my life. But i am never going to find someone because i will always be waiting for you to come back, even though i know you will never stay. But i love you, and i always will. No matter how many times you’ve hurt me. I’m here; I’m waiting for you, pch.
Today's 44th weeks.

2011-04-05T15:03:00.002+08:00

你还记得吗?

You’re everything that I’m missing, everything that I could ever dream of and more. But I know that even though you’re the one for me, I’m not the one for you. And I love you enough to let you find the right girl to make you happy, even if that girl isn’t me. Even if it breaks my heart. Sorry for wasting your time. Anyway, I’m thankful for all you’ve done and given me. Thanks for bearing for all the shit I’ve given you. I’m glad you’re good now.
Today’s the 5th again, and it supposed to mark our 10th month tgt, but.. sigh

2011-03-30T01:14:00.001+08:00

Time passes, people/feelings change.

I hate you for all that you’ve done to me,
I hate you for going back on everything you’ve ever said,
I hate you for all the tears i’ve shed,
I hate you for stealing my heart, and my happiness,
I hate you for breaking my heart,
I hate you for making me miserable,
I hate you for trying to make me wait for you,
I hate you for making me fight for you, when you won’t fight for me,
I hate you for giving up,
I hate you for walking away,
I hate you for making me feel worthless,
I hate you for making me trust you,
I hate you for making me fall in love with you,
I hate you for refusing to man up to things you’ve done,
most of all, i hate the fact that i don’t hate you. Not even a little, not even at all.
Despite all this, i can’t seem to hate you, not even if i try.
In fact, i love you with everything i have and every inch of my heart.
And no matter where life takes me to, a part of me will always be with you.
我会继续等待你, zh.

Time can change me, but I can't change time.

2011-03-27T21:48:00.003+08:00

My tumblr:
http://speakupthemind.tumblr.com

2011-03-24T13:50:00.003+08:00

You and I used to be so perfect together.

I don’t know where to go from here, it's been a mth..
seeing you and not being able to talk to you hurts.
After all that’s been done. Do I keep pretending and trying to hide the past or do i forget about it and try to move on? But how, when i keep repeating the same mistakes which only lead to more mental frustration and countless sleepless nights wishing i could take it all back? Because i place all this blame and regret on one single thing, myself. But sorry doesn’t turn back time, for all that i have done to you. I wish that i could make it right.. So sorry.
You've given up on me and it just hurts so badly to be given up on.
I loved you. I still love you. I'll love you no matter what you do, no matter who you are. And i'm sorry that i loved you.

在你未来人生当中, 当你感到孤单寂寞的时候, 你会知道有人默默的关心你.
当你害怕没人爱你的时候, 你会知道有人默默的爱你, 给你力量.
我们的故事真正难忘, 太多的回憶和希望, 不管它有多瘋狂.
如果有缘，自然永远都会在一起. 这辈子，最爱就是你.

2011-03-21T01:49:00.001+08:00

You're the best I ever had

His someone who loves me for who i am,
his there for me through thick and thin,
he loves me more than i ever thought someone could love me,
he would do anything for me,
he loves me and accept my flaws and all,
he tells me i'm beautiful, even when i'm not,
he makes me feel something special when no one else ever could,
he makes me smile and laugh and be happy all the time,
he could never hurt me,
he would fight for me,
he sticks up for me,
he listens to my thoughts,
he isn’t afraid to tell me his feelings,
he trusts me with his heart.
He’s the best thing that ever happened to me.

His just the greatest in my eyes,
and i'm so glad i found you.
" It sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos, old texts, even old status. And it brings a smile to your face but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn’t be looking back, but you can’t help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would have lasted but it didn’t." :'(

You know i'll keep holding on..

2011-03-17T02:12:00.002+08:00

When I'm With You

You would know that i couldn't stop loving him even if i tried,
i try to tell myself i am happier now but i was happiest when his in my life.
Because when I’m with him, i act different, in a good way. I smile more and laugh more.
I don’t have to pretend everything is okay when it’s really not.
With him, i can drop the fake smile and put on a real one,
I feel safe and loved when i'm with him.
His easy to talk to and he'll be my listening ear,
he show me that he really do care and his not just pretending.
I really appreciate him, because with him i’m different. With him, i’m happy.
He may think his not perfect or even close to it,
but i love him and to me, his as perfect as he can be.

Taken on 6 Nov 2010.
Everything was perfect, until you decided i wasn't...
But wherever you go, whatever you do,
whatever it takes or how much my heart breaks,
I'm gonna be by your side, right here waiting for you.
I will be there to hold you tight at your lowest point in life.

It's suppose to be our first anni gift,
but.. I hope you'll like the book.

I finally understood what true love meant,
you would care for another person’s happiness more,
no matter how painful the choices you face is.
我好想你, Zh :(

2011-03-14T00:41:00.002+08:00

If loving you with all my heart's a crime, i'm guilty.

I miss you. More than anything in the universe.
I miss you. I think about you every day, think about you constantly.
I miss the way we used to be.
We haven’t been talking and it kills me, there’s so much I still have to say but.. i can't.
I act like i don’t care but i do, everything you do or say has my attention.
When i close my eyes, i think of your everything,
when i dream, i always had nightmare of losing you to someone else.
I wish i could go back and redo everything with us,
I wish that you were still mine,
I wish that someday we’ll be together again.
I wish i could tell you how i feel in such a way that you'll never doubt it,
that you'll never question it, that you'll never forget it.
Cause you were, and are, my everything.
Learned my lesson? Yes. Take chances. Before it’s too late.

If i’m still that one person who can make you feel better,
don’t be afraid to come back.
I’m waiting to cuddle you, always.
Please, come back.

2011-03-10T01:59:00.010+08:00

You've always been my exception to everything.

Yup.. i made mistakes, i admitted and realised all them but life isn't like a pencil, you can't erase the mistakes you made. but also not to that extent that i deserve that kind of treatment. did you know it was way too harsh that it's too difficult for me to handle?
You actually hurt me instead of helping me. Never did i expect you'll think i'm those sort of person, not sure what makes you think so, go there to create drama, revenge mindset and all, but since if that was what you think of me then go ahead, i don't think i need to do any explanation either.
Truth is, i've never felt so hurt and painful before, never.

What happened to us? Everything was so perfect, we were so happy. We were always laughing and smiling, and now we're sobbing and frowning. I'm left here not knowing what to do, how to fix us, how to talk to you, how to make everything better.
I guess that’s what it is. Maybe it’s really time for me to let go. You did so, so should i try to. All we have left is nothing but our memories, and even those soon will fade away.
I hope that you'll be happy with any and every choices you made, 你要幸福快乐.

请你原谅我不懂逗你開心,
请你原谅我不懂聽你的心,
请你相信我, 我会更加珍惜,
请你相信一個这样的我,
请原谅我, 对不起.
I’m sorry i messed us up and not being good enough for you.
it's love because i want you to be happy,
even if it means you'll go on without me,
even if it means it's going to kill me everyday,
even if it means we can only be 'friends',
even if it means i'll spend every night alone,
even if it means you you won't love me back,
it's love. only for you.
All this while, my love for you has always been true.
If I could have anyone in this world it would still be you.

2011-03-05T10:41:00.001+08:00

" No matter what happens, No matter how much it hurt.
Nothing is more important than that person. "
& that person is you.
You were my favorite, my one and only love.
You were the only one that mattered.
You were the most important one.
You were everything to me.. you ARE everything to me.
I want you back in my life. I want you to be all mine again.
I know I'm fucked up and I’m sorry. 对不起.. 都是我不好.
I love the way you made me feel,
I love your touch, your smell,
the way you gave me butterflies.
I love how when you hold me, you don’t let go.
I still go weak in the knees every time I see you,
my heart drops and then pounds heavily.
I miss hearing your voice every day.
I miss coming over to your house.
I miss seeing your face.
I miss your laugh, your comfort, your love, your fun.
I miss you more than you will ever know,
and I miss you so much that it hurts so bad.
And I wish all the good memories would stop fading away.

Zh, 我等你.
To me you’re so perfect. In every single way.
And I know, I know now for sure, I will never be good enough.
Never be good enough for you. And it’s killing me, every single day.

Today suppose to be our monthsary & also our 39th Weeks,
thus Happy 9th Month, dearest boy :'(
If i could choose again, I would still choose you (a thousand times over)..
Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for,
cos deep down in my heart, somehow I just know that no matter what,
I'll always love you and always will.

2011-02-26T13:48:00.004+08:00

I still blame myself when I think abt it.
now that the love is gone.

Our very first pic taken on 16 June 10.
Didn't expect myself to be here blogging/updating the site again but.. i feel really...

This 266 days (8 days before our 9th mths), the duration wasn't that long neither that short but the r/s was definitely amazing whenever i'm with him, simply just filled with joy and happiness. despite all the fighing, scolding and yelling at each other at times or anything you can imagine of, but our love was real strong to give us going and moving forward. but eventually, the chance given was somehow taken away.. so i've been telling myself to change for the better for him and for me. in order to have him back in my life and also to save the r/s, i must do what i've said. so basically i need to do adjustment on my temper and attitude first and follow by not to be too sticky. yes.. i will definitely do it.
I wake up every morning to find that this person is no longer in my life.
My motivation. My direction. My everything. All gone.
How am I supposed to accept the fact that I thought he loved me?
Now every word he says hurts. The promises we’ve made hurt. The future we talked about hurts. It hurts even more knowing that you can move on and I can’t.
But i'm all to be blamed.
I didn’t need anything else before because I had him.
But now that he has let go of the r/s alry, I feel so lost like the world has left me.
Because I’m nothing without him.
Our last photo taken on 13 feb 11.
& today' s our Happy 38th Weeks,
My love for him will always be the same.
i'm sorry.. sorry :'(
You are wonderful. I hope you know that.
(previous post) That's why i love you

2010-12-16T14:00:00.001+08:00

Thoughts

The girl who dreamed nightmares..
Never thought it would feel like this.

2010-12-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

Be Right Back

Giving this site a break (as you can see i'm kinda lazy to update actually),
so bardon me for the lack of updates, but stay tune for updates soon!!
anw, pics are all up in fb for:
awesome 18th bday, WCD's 大日子

Thanks so much my boy for planning my 18th bday,
esp the surprise bday cake, was so touched ya'know.
overall i had the most awesome and happiest bday ever!☺

You know i’m crazy over you,
my lover, my life. my fatty, my boy ♥

2010-11-23T20:54:00.001+08:00

Advance 18th

With A Pinch Of Salt with fav bunch on 17th Nov (Wed).

Seoul Garden at City Square with my girls on 18th Nov (Thurs).

Even tho it's just a simple bday celebration with them,
but i'm just glad, thanks to all of you :)
and for all the bday wishes from you people, i really appreciate it,
and dbl thanks to those who gave me presents as well.

2010-11-05T13:01:00.000+08:00

Happy 5th ♥

Nope, that's not a cigg. It's pocky stick!
These past 5 months have been absolutely amazing despite all of our downs and ups. I could not have asked for anyone better than yourself. I don’t know what i did to deserve you, to be so lucky. But now that i’ve found you i never want to ever let go. Happy 5th month, bbyboy ♥

For yesterday's memories, today's love and tomorrow's dreams,
i love you more than you would ever know.

2010-10-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday

Yesterday afternoon went to ahma's place to put my stuff,
before going over to dearest's place.
Had dinner at Tamp's 801 Zi Zai Vegetarian,
along with Alphonse, Hk and Jackson.

Steam fish set, it's nice.

Sleep over at ahma's place and tmrw night again,
and i've got a feeling that i'm going to do so very frequently,
cause it will be more convenient to meet up with dearest (since he just stay across the street),
and at the same time i'm able to keep ahma accompany :)

My uhu glue ♥

I'm looking forward to this weekend's plans with my boy.
and tmrw night is the day dearest like finally, good luck k,
for the very first time, and i can't wait to see.
Also i wna let you know, no matter rain or shine,
i will always stand by you and be there for you ♥

2010-10-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

I'm Lovin' It

Dearest's crib on the early sunday afternoon (yesterday)!

Without you, i'm nothing. With you, i'm something.
Together, we're everything ♥

Geeky!

My adorable boy ♥

Left his place at ard 3pm to have my lunch,
shopping at Gaint and then back to his place.

Dearest's cooking pasta as my dinner ^^ hehe

Yummy~ i'm lovin' it.

2010-10-12T18:52:00.002+08:00

Fruitful Weekend

met Angele and Eugene at Harbourfront for Pizzahut on Sat afternoon (9 0ct),
had personal pizza as my lunch cum dinner. not bad still.
Went to walk around before going to Cruise Centre,
cause bby will be back and i've planned to wait and surprise him there.
wasn't sure of the arrival timing, so i was at the arrival hall since 6.45pm,
and i managed to see him ard half and hour later.
glad that his back, i've been missing him so badly,
felt as if like i didn't met him for 20 days alry :/
his cuzs came and fetch us over to hg, did all the talking and stuff.

Bby you're the best I ever had ♥
“ The best and most beautiful things in life cannot be seen, not touched, but are felt in the heart. ”
The next day which was 10 Oct (Sunday), bby came at ard 2plus pm,
did alot of travelling with him on that day itself,
started the day by doing something meaningful, we went Eunos to pray,
then after -> Lavender -> Seng Kang -> Hougang -> Plaza Sing/Cathay -> Geylang -> Eunos.

Sk to look for bby's cuzs :)

No more bangz, after a neat haircut @ hg.

Had our dinner @ Cathay's Astons.
Went to walk ard Plaza Sing after our meal and also met Angele awhile,
before going Geylang for beancurd then to Eunos and met Desmond there :)

2010-10-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

Has been going out lately, but i don't think there's anything to update,
or shld i say there's too much to update but i'm lazy to? :/

I'm waiting for dearest boy to reach,
gna let him try Mummy's cooking. keke.
follow by Tamp for a movie or something i guess?
later at night, usual routine gna go his aunt's place at hg,
most prolly before that, we'll be having dinner tgt with his cuzs as well :)

Bby will be away to Batam tmrw morning alry,
can't wait for him to be back on sat night,
i'm gna miss him so verymuch :<
Enjoy your trip there, at the same time take good care k.

2010-09-29T02:26:00.000+08:00

Dear Boyfriend,

“ To the world you’re just one person, but to one person you’re the world. ”
I never understood that quote until i met you,
you're my entire world and i wouldn’t have it any other way.
Simply because to me, you're the best ♥

We're turning 4 mths old on this coming tues,
you know how much i love you,
but still i wna say, i love you dearest bbyboy!
I love you. I will always love you. Always.

2010-09-24T20:40:00.001+08:00

Mid-Autumn Festival

Out of shape (heart shape), done by dearest boy.

Burned my thumb while playing the fire-sparkles -_-
and bby "bandage" my thumb by using the tissue and tape. hehe

Totally awesome because there's bby with me ^^ ♥

2010-09-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

Kyo Turns 2

Kyo is growing up fast, his already 2 years old now.
Yesterday was mid-autumn festival and also Kyo's bday celebration.
Spent half of the day with the lil birthday boy Kyo!
firstly, we went E-hub's explorer kid to accompany him to play around.

Couldn't snap a proper pic of this boy,
because he can't stop moving around.

All of us were chasing him all over the place,
it's like running 2.4km, so tiring!

We left there after 2hours?

The bday gift that my girls and I shared for Kyo.
and bby also came to e-hub and meet me awhile.

Walk over to White Sand's Fish Manhanttan for dinner.

Mother & Son!

Happy 2nd birthday, Kyo!
Be a good and obedient boy when you grow up :)

Seperate ways after dinner and cake session,
which was ard 8plus pm.
went to walk ard with my girls for a short while.

So my later half of the day was then bby came and fetch me,
as we went to celebrate Mid-autumn festival,
shall continue in the next post :) till then~

2010-09-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

Sneak Preview

Yesterday was my very first trip to Universal Studio,
dearest boy wasn't a yog volunteer,
but Valerie was really nice to give her ticket to him,
so he managed to join in the fun as well.
Anw. overall the trip to USS was really awesome.
if you've never been there before you shld try it,
though the tic is abit costly but it totally worth the price.

here's the sneak preview of the post on USS!
i'm still clueless of how should i get the post started,
so i'll be back here to update soon again :)

I've uploaded the pics in fb:
Universal Studio with YOG Volunteers!

Great to have him by my side ♥

2010-09-15T02:23:00.005+08:00

Still Stuck In YOG?

I'm finally done with the 2 major exam papers,
not easy neither it's that tough, manageable?
So today's the first day of my term break,
i'm gonna be free from school for nearly a month! ^^

with Chloe & Thai coach (Sebastian)!
(a day before team Thai flew off,
and also the very last pic taken with him)

It's been 3 weeks since we last seen them,
refering to those YOG athletes and coaches.
browsing through all the pictures taken with them at Tpb, Yov, Jp,
really made me miss them so much :<
some of the athletes are already going for competitions,
so best of luck for their races and do well guys :)

Universal studio on this friday~

2010-09-08T21:51:00.001+08:00

I'm here to update a short post :)
Major exams are just 4 days away,
2 papers to sit for and both 2.5hours long. Z
but i'm still totally unprepared for it!
at the same time i'm looking forward to the term break~
hopefully i'll be able to score good grades/gpa then.

went Mac to do some Poa revision, with bby and Kelvin just now.
stayed there for 4 hours, and Poa is really giving me a major migrane.

2010-09-01T12:16:00.004+08:00

A Day To Remember

Went to Youth Olympic Village on 24th Aug (Tues), as we planned to meet some of the athletes and coaches up. But sadly, we're unable to get in to their hostel as we doesn't have the pass.
So we waited for thai coach (Sebastian) at YOV's macdonal since 12plus till nearly 2pm? As he claimed that i didn't inform him the venue to meet, when i did lorrr.
A number of athletes were already out shopping, so we brought Sebastian to Jurong Point since he had never been there before.

Brought him to the arcade..

Arcade madness~

" Yesss!!! "

His so engross into the chuptay?
Till he can just play it anywhere.

Bbgs + Thai coach! ♥

On the way back to YOV~

Taught him how to play Monopoly deal~

Rifqi.

The monopoly deal team!

Thai coach (Sebastian) went back to his bunk at 9plus pm,
while we waited for the rest of the athletes to be back..
had a hr or so chat with them.

Brasil, Leandro!

Brasil, Pineyrua!
Hopefully his injuries are recovering :)
& We actually forgot to take a group pic before parting :<

Glad to know that all of them are back to their country safe and sound,
wishing them the best for now and for their future,
and also good luck for their up coming competitions, take care guys!!

More pictures to be found in fb:
Goodbye Seems To Be The Hardest Word..

2010-08-29T14:21:00.012+08:00

Last Day Of YOG Duty
@ Tampines Bike Park.

23 Aug (Monday) marks my last day of YOG duty,
the teams came back to TBP just to pack up and have fun around,
we also get to witness the BMX rides, super duper cool and impressive!

Mexico, Chris Mireles!
" I've got a baby face, and a baby body "

Went to some of the bunks to find those athletes/coaches whom we know.

Spain (Espana), Bianca!
pretty babe~

Japan, Yoshi!
" Open the eyessss "

Indonesia!

Spain, Antonio! signing on the yog's banner.
" Kisses for spain and spore~ "

Bbgs!! (Soolowlee) ♥

Lunch time for team Brasil.

Netherlands, Thjir Zuurbier!

Accompanied team Brasil to Ubi's Scott for some bike shopping after our duty, as they've been wanting us to go along with them.

Walking towards Tampines for cab~ we had alot of fun!
esp when they wna see our reaction and wanted to jaywalk on purpose,
and they really do stand out in the crowd, most of the ppl were saying hi to them.
A total of 8 ppl, so 2 cabs.

Brasil, Alexi William!

Shopping at Scott~

35K plus on a bike, like a cool.

My happy pie!!

More pictures to be found in fb:
Youth Olympic Games 2010!
Totally enjoyed myself as a volunteer @ Tampines Bike Park! It's an honour to actually be part of it as ya'know it's the first YOG held in Spore, and it's an once in a lifetime experience. Even though the duration of YOG is only nearly 2 weeks and we face slightly of language problem, thus now i'm considering taking up either italian or spanish classes. keke. But i still get to know quite a number of athletes and coaches and get along really well with them :) I love yog, in fact i'm already missing yog!! :(

Team italy will be departing today, wishing them all the best :) Mi mancherai.. Andrea Righettini :'(

Road Race Final @ Marina Bay

2010-08-27T14:52:00.010+08:00

Road Race Final @ Marina Bay

Since some of the athletes asked to go and catch their road race final, so Yinlue and I decided to go and show some support. Got there real early like 8plus am on 22 Aug (Sunday)? The weather was really hot, we had bad sunburns!

When i got there the first athlete i saw was..
Italy, Andrea Righettini!! ♥ ♥ ♥
*heart-melts* was mad happy when i saw him,
his so adorable right, just so kewt! ^^
(his holding on to the keychain which i gave him) hehe
" I don't like fb " :<

9am: The girl's time trial.

The guys athletes were all asked to sign.

Training~

11.30am: Preparing for the race to start.

And the road race started~ a total of 5 laps!

Coming in first~ Boris Vallee of Belgium!

1.30pm: Award ceremony.

1st: Colombia, 2nd: Italy, 3rd: Netherlands.
Congratulation!! *heart-warming*

Flag raising~

Team italyyyy!

Champion team Colombia!

(he looks quite different in this pic)
Colombia, Jhonnatan!

(2nd for road race) Italy, Nicolas Marini!
his messy hair again. haha

Thailand's coach (Sebastian) came and meet us.
Yesterday night was the closing ceremony of Youth Olympic Games, so goodbye YOG 2010! :(
team Mexico will be departing Spore later tonight at 12plus am, and team Brasil will be at 1plus am. sigh~ so upset.. totally couldn't bear to part with them, but have a safe journey flight back :) (shall keep the emo post for next time)
It's turning 3pm now. team Thailand flight had already taken off at 12.30pm just now, probably they're are in the plane still yet to reach Bangkok.

Through this almost past 2 weeks we had alot of fun and enjoyable time together, esp the joy and laughter he've brought to all of us. I still can remember the very first time when we saw him at Tamp Bike Park, coming to think of the scene was scary and yet funny at the same time? haha. But still thankyou for everything thai coach (Sebastian)! I hope in future he won't ever forget us though, and we will definitely miss him verymuch, wishing him the best :) ♥

More pictures to be found in fb:
Youth Olympic Games 2010!

2010-08-25T13:42:00.009+08:00

Youth Olympic Games (part 1)

Pardon me for the lack of updates,
has been packed for nearly over a week since 14 August,
with YOG duty @ Tampines Bike Park (Cycling).
Totally didn't regret for being part of the YOG volunteer,
why? shall mention it in one of the next post.

Shall post a few overdue pictures with some of the athletes.

(BMX riders) Brasil, Japan, Mexico!
(Leandro, Yoshi, Christopher)

Italy, Nicolas Marini!

Netherlands, Thijs Zuurbier!

Brasil's coach, Adir Romeo!

Thailand's coach, Sebastian!

(Cross country champion)
Colombia, Jhonatan!

Brasil, Pineyrua!

Hungary, Patrik Szoboszlai!
his so charming right.

(2nd in cross country final)
Italy, Andrea Righettini!!
♥ ♥ ♥
gagagagaaa~ ^^

(Will be updating the next post, on 22th Aug's Road race final @ Marina bay)
YOG 2010 is coming to an end, closing ceremony will be tomorrow, that's so fast..
totally dislike the fact that we'll be parting real soon,
Thailand team will be departing on 27th (afternoon flight),
Mexico & Brasil team on 28th (midnight flight), Italy team on 29th,
really can't bear to leave :'( sigh~

2010-08-21T00:16:00.008+08:00

The Seventy-Two

Through this seventy-two days we've been together,
what makes me love you more and more each day..

1) I love the way you look at me.
2) I love the way how you call me bbg.
3) I love the way how you held my hands real tight.
4) I love the way you remind me to drink plain water daily.
5) I love the way how you feed me with water/food.
6) I love the way how you tease and disturb me.
7) I love the way how you always tell me how much you actually loves me.
8) I love the long night chats between us.
9) I love all those sweet kisses from you.
10) I love the 麵包超人 you got for me cause i looks like it.
11) I love the time spent with you even it's just a short while.
12) I love the long bus rides with you, cause you'll eventually just fall asleep on my arm.
13) I love how you hold me, you don’t let me go.
14) I love how you wrap me in your arms warmly.
15) I love how you hug me, as if everythings gonna be okay.
16) I love how you tell me we'll make it through of all kinds of obstacles.
17) I love how you cherish this relationship of us.
18) I love how you listen to all my whinings.
19) I love how we talk/discuss about our future together.
20) I love how much you love babypeh as well.
21) I love how you guide me in studies.
22) I love how sweet you actually are to me.
23) I love how you console me when things doesn't seem right.
24) I love how you always randomly snap pictures of me.
25) I love how you always tries to piggy back me but failed to.
26) I love when you secretly rings me up every now and then during work to check on me.
27) I love and enjoys all the dates together with you be it where is it at.
28) I love all the morning and night texts/calls from you.
29) I love all the silly stuffs which you've done that makes me smiles.
30) I love discussing/planning about going overseas together in future.
31) I love praising how smart and clever you actually are.
32) I love who and what i am when i'm with you.
33) I love how I smell like you every time after we meet.
34) I love it when you stops me from playing coin dozer,
because you wanna spend the time talking to me instead.
35) I love waking you up every early morning.
36) I love everything about you (for who you are)
37) Cause you deserve the best out of me.
38) Cause you treat me right and love me for who i am.
39) Cause we share things/interests in common.
40) Cause you will always nag at me to show that you cares.
41) Cause i'm not someone whom is easy to handle but you did it.
42) Cause you remember all our important dates.
43) Cause you made my day, everyday.
44) Cause you always tries your best to protect me.
45) Cause you are always there for me no matter what.
46) Cause you appreciate me way better than anyone else does.
47) Cause you are the best boyfriend.
48) Cause you make me realise what's love really is.
49) Cause you make me feel bless and like a lucky girl with you.
50) Cause you understand me well in every way.
51) Cause you keep making me fall in love with you again and again.
52) Cause you will pick me up when i'm down.
53) Cause you have been honest to me and not keep things away from me.
54) Cause i can just talk to you about anything and everything.
56) Cause some ppl dislike us from seeing each other, but we still don't bothers.
57) Cause each time we quarrel we'll be okay the next min [but not for now :(]
58) Cause you will always be the one whom rather be blamed on.
59) Cause i wanna be with you forever.
60) Cause you said i'm a strong and sensible girl.
61) Cause you are special and unique to me.
62) Cause to the world you may be one person, but to me you are the world.
63) Cause you are totally not like what some others have thought of.
64) Cause you will still give in to me even things doesn't go your way.
65) Cause you make me believe in this relationship.
66) Cause you'll still smooch me even if i'm sick.
67) Cause the unexpected happens, us being together.
68) Cause you'll sing and make me laugh but at the same time addicted to the song as well.
69) Cause you said you will cook my fav food for me, which is pasta.
70) Cause you will keep update on my blog and twitter.
71) Cause you are P.Chee Hao [:(]
72) & Lastly. I love the relationship between us [Matthew + Trixilea]

(your fav pic) Happy 11th Weeks,
and i miss that boy on the above pic.. alot :(

When you left i lost a part of me, it's tearing up my heart. am down on my knees, i can't take it anymore. I’m scared of what will or will not happen. Yeh. It's hard to make the things i did undone, i've learned my mistakes, a lesson i've learned too well for sure..

2010-08-11T18:01:00.005+08:00

If We Ever Meet Again

Met Amy gugu & family (Uncle Jim and twin cuzs) up again on Monday night before they will be departuring back to their country on the Wednesday (today) morning. So supposingly we intended to have East Coast's Long Beach but due to the National Day celebration and the traffic jam, we went to Clarke Quay and ended up still had seafood dinner @ Riverside Point's Jumbo resturant.

Christopher!

Another filling dinner.

Twin cuzs (Christopher & Nicole)
Went to walk around Clarke Quay before we went seperate ways, it was really tough for us to bid goodbye as we/them aren't sure when's the next time we will meet again, as you know they live in the States so it isn't easy for us/them to meet up whenever the whoever party likes.

So i guess they're still on the plane, yet to reach States. Definitely hope they'll have a safe trip back to the Us. I'm gna miss them badly for sure. oh dear.. feeling so... :( hopefully i'll get to see them all in the coming months/years ♥

2010-08-04T15:27:00.003+08:00

Gugu & Family's Vacation

From one of my previous post in May, i've mentioned that Amy gugu and family (Uncle Jim, twins cuzs Nicole and Christopher) from Us will be here for 10 days of holiday on 31st July, it's like finally, really glad to see them here ^^ and Jenny gugu from Switerzland is here for holiday as well, such a coincidence but she's flying back tmrw alry.

So i/we've been meeting up with Amy gugu and family lately since their arrival which is on saturday for lunch and dinner. Had Chinatown's Yum Cha for lunch on the Sunday, and luckily we made a reservation, the queue was so long and crowded.

Jenny gugu and Crizter family.
Buffet dinner @ Concorde Hotel's Spice Cafe on the monday night.
Not much varieties there thus there's limited food to choose from but i still had a filling dinner, and the service there was excellent!

My twin cuzs, Nicole & Christopher.

Christopher!

The Crizters & Lows family ♥

2010-07-30T22:55:00.005+08:00

Get Well Soon

I've just gottten back home, feeling exhausted now.
My boy is really unwell/sick, so i went to dropby at his crib this noon.

Brought all this over for him, seem kiasu isn't it :S
Accompanied him to watch ' Karate Kid ' and followed by Tamp's Polyclinic to extend his mc. Made our way to Downtown for 4.35pm's ' Inception '. Had our dinner at Loyang point and went Tamp's area to find his friend awhile and then home sweet home :) I've really enjoyed every single moment with you, bby ♥

2010-07-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

Webcam

2010-07-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

Happie Burst-dae

My coffeeshop sisters ♥
Yesterday was my CA (Mr Hari) 41st and PJ's 18th birthday!
bought a kg of panda kaya bday cake from Bengawansolo before heading to school, left the cake at Cafe 2 and attended our lessons then. Acted casually but Mr Hari was asking us for birthday presents and cakes. hahaha.
When Mr Hari and PJ were away chatting outside and tadah~ here's the surprise.

He doesn't look surprised, as he had alry expected something.

Stars of the day :)

我的印度老师!

Look at Mr Hari's pose! hilarious as usual.

& UA1004C!

2010-07-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

Nothing Is As Sweet As You

Bby was ultra sweet on Monday morning. He specially came all the way down and waited for me a hour since 7am under my block, just to surprise me and wanting to accompany me to sch. aww. how sweet :') Love you baby!!

2010-07-11T22:48:00.003+08:00

Fleashlightbatt3

Flea Market @ Scape Youth Park yesterday organised by FLB :)
Set up a stall there with Valerie, and it was a really amazing. shall try it again next time with her and also Yinlue!

Look at the crowd, totally pack.

Thanks bby and Angie for dropping by and also for the treat of drinks,
and lastly, thanks for all the support ppl :)

2010-07-06T21:58:00.007+08:00

Perseverance

Totally dislike the fact that school has already resume yesterday,
印度老师 said that we're young adults now thus there's no youth holiday for us.
To add on school has been really dreadful for me, how am i going to endure then?
and in a couple of mths time, i'll be sitting for the final exams already,
feeling so lost right now, oh gosh. all the best and good luck! :(

Yesterday marks our first monthsary ♥
and i've written all my thoughts down in that card,
you like it? cfm like right. HAHAHA.
yes, i love to be loved by you ^^ hehe.

2010-06-30T01:26:00.011+08:00

Outing With Dearest And Co

As you can see from the picture it says " Welcome to Marina Barrage ".
Went there on the Saturday night with the accompany of bby and his group of friends,
and it was my very first trip there, (i know i'm lag behind).
love the scenery there. b, let's go there again <: keke
After much discussion finally made up the mind to have our dinner at Leisure Park's Japanese cuisine,
thought the last order will be taken till 10pm so we took the cab instead,
reached there and they were about to close already, so ended up we had our meal at the food court instead. Wasted trip.
Headed to Breeze Bar and went to chill along East Coast after that, and back home at around 4am :)

I may not get to see you as often as I like,
i may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.
But practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts.

Will be seeing you very often starting from next week, yay-ness ^^ hehe

2010-06-24T16:27:00.005+08:00

Huayching's legal

Got no idea of where to settle our meal when we reached Marine Square,
but ended up we had Hotpot culture, it's a steamboat buffet style,
and it cost 25bucks per person? yup, roughly there.

Marina Square -> Suntec -> Bugis -> Lavender.
Decided to walk to our destination instead of taking the bus,
as there's too much for us to catch up about already.
Had been hiding the fact from her that actually there's a surprise coming up for her,
but i guess that Joanna and I need to brush up on our acting skills. hahaha.
and there's goes the birthday surprise..

& Happy 18th Birthday, you're legal!
shall see you all soon :)

2010-06-22T21:02:00.003+08:00

SURPRISE~~

Shocked again? Hahahs ;D
Baby i know now you so bored right.:o
So i dig some time out while working to blog something
to entertain you :) I so good right? Go where find so good one sia. O.o
Hahas, baby must tahan my nonsense ah! :>
Okay, cannot say much liao later you say i eat snake :<
IMY :<

2010-06-22T14:43:00.002+08:00

Aww, baby wake up~

Baby is still sleeping at this time :(
Faster wake up~ :D
Me love you okay?
Hehe ;D

2010-06-22T03:19:00.004+08:00

Me, on behalf of you ;D

Hi, the most irritating boyf is here to help you blog :D
Hahahas cool yea? \m/
Baby should be beri happy nao~
Even though i'm like watching soccer now, i still help you blog okay!
And ya, Baby i'm so sorry okay? i know i everytime work and dont really have time
but i'll try my very best to make time for the sweetest angel okay?
You've got to bear with it ah, i know its hard at times.
Hearing you complaining to me all the time i also hear liao BERI SAD :(
I hope you uds okay?
Lastly, baby i love you :)

2010-06-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

When I'm With You

Changi airport trip with bby just now,
toured around Terminal 2 and 3 :)

Pasta de wakaru~ tempting isn't it.

B said that he miss my kuku expressions! :@
let's check in to Bangkok ^^ hehe.

" Someday, somewhere, somehow, me and you. "

2010-06-15T14:39:00.004+08:00

Us Against the World

Me + You= Us ♥
No matter where we are or how hard it gets,
know that i'll always be in love with you.
xo

2010-06-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Element

As you can tell i'm kind of lazy to elaborate,
so i'll just post this 4 pics :)

Nothing could change what you mean to me.
kisses, hugs and beautiful words.

2010-06-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

Sis's Birthday

Sister turns 23rd today,
hereby to wish her a happy birthday!

though we always find fault with each other over the smallest matter,
and never fail to give each other that black face,
but still i love you, sisterrr! ♥

Sis with 林俊杰, envy much?

Sis's bday cake.

& Happy 10th birthday to Aqcuz cuz as well :)

2010-06-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

Your Love Is My Drug

I was afraid to fall, but I did.
You caught my heart and now you’re holding it safely.
I can’t explain how i feel about you,
and how amazing i feel when we talk and act ridiculous together,
but i think you’re the reason i’m happy again.
I’m scared of what will happen next.

2010-05-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

Mummy's Birthday

To the most important person in my life,
Happy 42th Birthday, Mummy! ♥
i love you till the end~

Did this hand-made bday card for her,
hope she'll like it :)

2010-05-23T19:13:00.001+08:00

Over the Weekend

chubbyround face.

2010-05-20T22:02:00.001+08:00

Navy Open House

Went to Navy open house with classmates,
though the weather was really a killer,
and i've gotten sunburn for myself,
but i still had much fun there.

2010-05-17T18:56:00.001+08:00

Two Is Better Than One

(Not in picture: Yong Xun, Nelson, Kelvin)
" The ones whom i can count on "

TGIFT ♥
I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies.
I try to laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes.

2010-05-13T00:56:00.006+08:00

Never Too Far

Gugu is here from Us for some business trip,
great to see her again, we've so much to catch up on,
hasn't been doing so for a year alry. miss her so much!
had dinner with her, sis and bro,
@ East Coast's Long Beach just now.
and gugu is flying off tmrw/later alry. that's so fast >:

with just 4 person, the total meal was alry- $368.
cool or what.

And yes, Gugu will be bringing her family to Sg,
for a 10days holiday trip during the end of July ^^
can't wait to see my twin cuzs (Nicole and Christopher),
so looking forward~ 2 more mths plus to go.

above pic: Nicole
below pic: Christopher
(taken from Cheyenne cuz fb)
I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh,
but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

2010-05-09T21:36:00.002+08:00

Mother's Day

Mother's day celebration at ahma's place,
love all the gatherings with em ♥

After that met up with Angele and co,
and caught 2am's The Back-up Plan @ E-hub.

Back home after the movie.

Dear mummy,
i would like to thank you for every lil thing,
and all the sacrifices that you've done for me,
and for being so understanding and stuff like that.
i'm really very grateful to you've such a mom like you,
you're just like my everything, and i love you the most.
Happy Mother's Day!

2010-05-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

Angie's 18th

Angie turns 18 on the 4th of May!

Happy Birthday, Pi!

Shall post a grp pic, before i end the post.

2010-05-02T23:37:00.007+08:00

Make With Luv

Spent my day with Angele ♥

did shopping at Vivo since 3plus pm,
but before that i went to drop by Hfc/Vivo HT team,
since it's a Sat they were so busy with customers,
there's so much to catch up about with them,
but we barely have the time/chance to even chat.
Anne and Li Fung have been transferred alry,
i didn't know about it till yesterday >:
i miss my ex-colleagues, Hfv/Vivo HT team!

had Kfc at Habourfront as our lunch/dinner,
continued with shopping after that.
later at night we went to Sky Park, had heart-to-heart talk.
Eugene came after his work, and back home at 12plus am :)

Sometimes i just want to starve myself and be anorexic,
seem crazy hur. okay anw, i'm just kidding.

2010-04-25T23:50:00.005+08:00

Updates

Pardon me for the lack of updates :)

School has been such a pain and it's all because of Poa,
that module is really driving me nuts, h8 it!
but other than that so far still so good,
my ca is one of the most hilarious ca ever,
and i've met a bunch of awesome company/mates.

I’ve tried letting you go, but that just hurts more,
you hurt me so much, but i can’t let go.

2010-04-17T16:26:00.005+08:00

Hello School

School has officially started since Mon (12th Apr),
went through all those orientation and stuffs again,
which was boring and a total waste of time.
So a week of school had just passed,
and i'm alry feeling the stress of being in higher-nitec.
definitely can feel the difference between Nitec days and now,
lectures are more strict and also won't be 'spoon feeding' us much,
last but not least, modules are way tougher.

had my first Poa lesson on Thurs and i'm alry lost,
guess that i really need help in Poa,
if not i'll die on that module but hopefully not.

Tammy drew this for me, bad girl right. lolol.

Stop the heartaches, rewind the fun times,
fast forward bad things and pause the unforgettable moments.
and I can't figure it out what hurts more,
you leaving me or the thought that i wasn't good enough for you?

2010-04-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

Caught up with fav bunch

We had Astons for lunch,
and headed for pool session after that.

Walked to Bugis/Iluma's arcade,
as usual we were watching Liang Rong,
as his always so into the game,
meanwhile we also bought the tics for 11.15pm's Monga.

Fred came at 8pm and we had steamboat,
didn't eat much tho, had more of mushrooms.
ate a couple of hours before leaving,
and Liang Rong didn't join us for the movie.

the movie Monga lasted for ard 2 hrs and a half.
The story was very touching and the ending was quite sad,
the movie is definitely worth watching,
and also Ethan Ruan (阮經天) and Mark Chao (趙又廷) are so handsome.

By the time we've done watching it's alry 2plus am,
so lepak ard for a hour before heading home.

2010-04-09T03:14:00.007+08:00

Get Buttered Tonight (Ladies Night)

just a short and simple post.

The bunch of ppl @ Butter Factory ♥
(the rest of the pics are to be found in fb)

2010-04-03T02:47:00.007+08:00

Jb trip with bbgs

Heavy traffic flow while we were otw to Jb,
due to Good Friday and also the long weekend ahead,
took a longer time to get there than usual,
reached there ard 1plus pm.

All of us were hungry,
and were having difficult of what to have for lunch,
ended up eating Marry Brown.

Went to shop ard City Square after that,
had our cake set at Seasons as usual.

while waiting for the cakes to be served.

had American cheesecake.
we were in a rush to get all of our finger food,
before the movie officially starts.

Caught 5.15pm's Just Another Pandora's Box.

It's in Cantonese, and i don't understand a word,
so i've been reading the subtitle all the way,
ended up falling asleep halfway through,
but i still managed to catch the ending tho.

The movie took a hour and a half,
bought some stuffs before leaving Jb.
Waited for CW2 for like almost a hr,
when i'm back home, it was alry 11pm.

2010-04-01T23:02:00.008+08:00

Final Semester Result

Final GPA of 3.727 :)
I've cleared all my modules,
graduated from Nitec in Service skills (Retail)

My application for Business Admin (my first choice) is successful,
which means i'm gonna be in the same campus for another 2 years,
and this time round i'm aiming for a place in Ngee Ann Poly/SP,
which means i've got to work dbl hard in my studies.
and school's starting in 11 days time, which is like so soon.

Laughter doesn't always mean happiness, sometimes it's just a mask.

2010-03-30T16:49:00.007+08:00

Minghui's 18th (23rd Mar)

@ Leisure's k-box

with Huayching.

Preparing the cake.

with Minghui.

Lastly, a grp photo.

Over to Bugis for steamboat.
Headed home at ard 11pm.

2010-03-24T01:12:00.001+08:00

Day 7 (10th Mar): Goodbye Hong Kong

For my dearest cuzs.

For em.

Sweet stuffs for myself.

Dimsum for breakfast.

Otw to the airport.

@ Hong Kong International Airport

Cathay Pacific's CX 735
Flight delayed for half an hr, due to the Seoul's passenger,
so only arrived Sg at 7pm sharp,
and the weather really made a huge different.

That's all about my trip to 5D (Taiwan) + 2D (Hong Kong) :)

2010-03-23T00:09:00.001+08:00

Day 6 (9th Mar): Free N Easy

So we all decided to join the half day tour,
which means we all got to wake up real early again.

@ Avenue of Stars
This place has these concrete slabs on the floor,
where famous people come to have their hands imprinted in it,
and also sign their names on it.

Pic of myself with my dearest brother ♥

The tour ended at 2plus pm,
did some shopping before heading back to the hotel,
rested abt 2 hrs before heading out to shop again.

Back to the hotel room at 8plus pm,
and i went to walk around alone again at ard 10pm.

@ Nu Ren Jie (女人街)
Look at the crowd.

To be continued with day 7's (last day) trip.

2010-03-21T03:20:00.003+08:00

Day 5 (8th Mar): Back to Hong Kong

Last pic taken at Riverside Hotel Taipei,
before leaving to the airport.

Off to Hong Kong!

Arrived Hong Kong at ard 1plus pm,
and the coach sent us directly to our hotel (Dorsett Seaview Hotel).

Stayed at Dorsett Seaview Hotel for our 2 night HK stay,
the hotel is located at Shanghai Street (Yaumatei Kowloon),
and yes, the room is ultra cramp for the 3 of us to stay.

After that we went shopping~

2010-03-19T15:28:00.003+08:00

Day 4 (7th Mar): Last Night in Taiwan

Finally there's a day for us to shop.

We had steamboat buffet for lunch, like it.

Taipei 101

After shopping at Taipei 101,
we proceeded for our check-in at Riverside Hotel Taipei,
the hotel is located at Ximending area,
an area filled with mostly teenagers.

The rest went to Shihlin Night Market for shopping spree,
while we decided to make it a miss and shop at Ximending instead.
Had our simple dinner along the street, separate ways after that.
So i was shopping alone? brave enough yeap.
Something good is that i adapted the area quite fast,
but the streets are really confusing.

Ximending (西门町)!

You would be able to see almost anything we enjoy doing,
like shopping, theaters, bars, tattoo parlors, fast food restaurants, gift shops.
If you're looking for something new or trendy, you would surely find it there.

I haven't done shopping at Ximending,
i only completed like half of Ximending? >:
Back at the hotel at 9plus pm.

2010-03-16T23:14:00.006+08:00

Day 3 (6th Mar): Up On The Mountain Top

Toured around Flying Cow Ranch for a hr,
before having our breakfast.

Half of the tour grp.

Outside 薰衣草 (Lavender).

The scenery/view is beautiful.

@ Wu Fong Earthquake Museum
To commemorate the earthquake of 921.

@ Wen Wu Temple

@ Peacock Garden

Stayed at another mountain top called Tonpo Ti Lun Hotel,
though there's free hot spring spas awaiting you,
but the hotel room is really cmi.

2010-03-15T00:15:00.008+08:00

Day 2 (5th Mar): Flying Cow Ranch

My day starts at 5am in Taoyuan, imagine how tired i was..

Took the bullet train in the morning,
from Taoyuan to Taipei, which took ard 20mins?

@ Taiwan Democracy Memorial Hall (boring museums)

Mini shopping at Chiufen.

@ Flying Cow Ranch

Out of so many stays at different hotels,
Flying Cow Ranch was my fav.

Game partner of the day: bro,
and we came in first for both of the games.

Milky buns for us.
Have been quite active on Twitter lately,
so try spotting me on Twitter= follow me.

2010-03-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

Kelvin's 18th

Happy Birthday, Kelvin!
bday which falls on the 10th Mar.

My laobei, adorable ttm <: lol.

2010-03-13T22:31:00.006+08:00

Day 1 (4th Mar): Welcome to Taiwan

Had been looking forward to this trip,
a week of holiday with bro and Da gu,
5D of Taiwan and 2D of Hong Kong (4-10th Mar) :)

10.10am's flight CX736 to Hong Kong,
and then 2.15pm's flight CX510 from HK to Taipei, Taiwan.

Singapore to Hong Kong (flight transfer),
and another 1 and a half hour long flight
from Hong Kong to Taipei, Taiwan.

at Hong Kong International Airport,
while waiting for the flight transfer to Taipei.

reached Taoyuan International Airport ard 4plus pm,
and the coach sent us directly to our hotel (Zai Yan Leader Hotel),
had dinner and went to walk around Taoyuan station.

Bought 3 slices of cakes, it's cheap and yummy.

back to the hotel room at ard 10pm.

I told myself i wouldn't miss you,
but i'm nothing w/o you. So tell me what to do.

2010-03-04T06:33:00.004+08:00

Miss me when i'm gone..

Better off this way?

2010-03-02T18:37:00.001+08:00

Third/Fourth Day of Chalet (25, 26 Feb)
Downtown East chalet, D1418/1419 -> J1922 -> B1224

Decided to extend the chalet another night.

Look.. there's Wu Zhun.

This was what that happened when i had hungover,
totally got idea what i've knocked onto.

Changed of room from J1992 to B1224 instead,
as block J is too far away from the entrance.

Home sweet home the next day.
You might be better off w/o me, but I'm screwed w/o you by my side,
everything without you seems to make me sad,
this pain i feel within me, just won't go away.
No matter what i do, all i think about is you ;(

2010-02-28T23:05:00.008+08:00

Eugene Turns 20 (24 Feb)
Downtown East chalet, D1418/1419.

When the clock strikes 12am.. birthday bash!

with the bday boy, Uncle Eugene.

(behind the scene)
Preparing the whip cream and flour for Eugene.

That was the outcome after the whip cream/flour,
had been poured on him.

We had difficulty of clearing up the mess.

Tiger Beer + XO + Bacardi.

Some of us had hung over and got ourselves wasted after drinking.
vomited a couple of times at the drain and basin,
sorry Angele luv for making you to clear the basin for me,
and thank you luv and Eugene for taking care of me.

Now i understand why some ppl get themselves drunk,
it's not because they just want to get wasted,
but because they want to escape each killing moment,
they spent every night thinking about what's happening with their damn life.
Of course they don't forget their problems,
at least they don't spend the night crying themselves to sleep.

2010-02-27T23:16:00.006+08:00

Xinyi's 18th Birthday (23 Feb)
Downtown East chalet, D1418/1419.

Ice cream for supper.

& lastly, Happy Birthday to my dear Xin Yi.
and you know we love you :)

2010-02-17T23:31:00.005+08:00

CNY Period

puffy eyes.

Second day of CNY.

puffy eyes again.

Pictures taken at Seng Kang, Angeline aunty's place.

If sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more,
I know i would still have em with me,
and i thank god for em ♥
I've been thinking about you, and how we used to be then.
Bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun,
when I was still your number one :'(